YOU SEEK, I'LL HIDE.
heartemily
read my profile
sign my guestbook

Visit heartemily's Xanga Site!

Message: message me


Member Since: 12/15/2008

SubscriptionsSites I Read
iEzRa
featuredweblogs
featuredquestions
TheXangaTeam

Posting Calendar

|<< oldest | newest >>|
view all weblog archives

Get Involved!

Suggest a link

Recommend to friend

Create a site


Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Time to put a fullstop.

157

Miss lil bow. ♥

Never missed to go out till morning everyweekend, my dark circles are getting darker & darker.

*sighs*

Will be staying at home & have my healthy life back while she's havin' her exams. nyah!

150 144 143

Morning sunshine, haven't woke up slept whole night.

161 162

After Bamboo.

160

Natz.

158 159

Inside the bus cause legs hurt. =/

164

Thanks for holding my heels.

Was on the phone& another hand was holding drink.

Thought cming over here life would be much easier for me, things in pg wont be bothering me, but..I was wrong, yeaa.. i'm always wrong to be exact.

Can't stop thinkin' what i've actually done that make things became like this. I've been tryin' to fix things up all these while, but I'm jst nobody to anyone no matter how hard i've tried.

They'll never understand me/ my situation I'm havin. Sometimes, things are unavoidable right?

I'm gonna learn to put a fullstop from now onwards.

You will onlyy find ur true friends when you need help, seriously. They'll offer you their hands w/o asking for any pay backs.

FYI, I'm not emo, just tryin' to express my feelings here, thanks for caring ppl. heh. CCC;

& to those spammers/ GUEST, I'm not scared or watever you think i am, I just don't want my blog to be polluted by those dirts u guys left here. I don't need ur comments or opinions bout my stuffs. If you can't afford it, just get jealous then. I wouldn't mind.

 


Wednesday, November 04, 2009

 150

New life, environment & ME.

152

Groceries shoppin' in Woolworth's.

P1755_24-10-09

Airport.

P2019[01]_25-10-09 P2019_25-10-09

Is a must if you're in Sydney.

147

Sushi Rio.

16370_166320143612_731678612_2848167_1073606_n

Happy Halloween;

Treat or trick? ;p

P1849_30-10-09

Sisters + Cousin.

I've privated the previous post, since it'd past & I dont wanna cause troubles due to someppl.

I've seen your true colours now, clearly, so we're done.

If it belongs to you, then it's urs. If it doesn't, don't blame others & try ur best to fight for it.

From the minute I realised, i'm not gonna be so stupid anymore.

Changing myself to a better one, as he said.

Getting you off my mind, my sights & my life.

Thanks to those who were so concerned bout me for the past few days.

Xos'

 


Saturday, October 31, 2009

em

Sorry for lefting out my blog for almost one week, was busy & lazy to update.

The time right now is 6.37am, was jst bathed & feelin' nt well at all.Sis's sleepin' soundly & i'm alone in the room, blogging while waitin' for my hair to dry. Was havin' hard time seriously for the past few days, things in Penang & also Sydney.

So, in the middle of the night, called up my super good best friend, Triple P & we talked for one & a half hour.Dad's so gonna kill me. lol!

I felt so much better after talkin' to him though, missin' Penang & all my close friends.

I wonder, why ppl who i loved & appreciated a lot always let me down? I always try to do my best for 'em but why can't they jst stop hurtin' me & understand me? We must always listen to both side stories only decide who to believe, am i right? Time seriously matter, the longer the time, the more you understand that person, but this time, things weren't like this. The closer he gets, the more he thinks i'm wrong. I tried to walk away & let things be the way you want it to be, but you misunderstand me & say this wasn't the solution to settle this thing. =/

He always told me to stop thinkin' & appreciate those who did the same thing you did to 'em,guess i should listen to him & seriously agree w/ him. I won't & never spend those time on those kind of ppl who doesn't even treat you as their friend. Guess i'm awake after so freakin' long, lyin' to myself & kept on givin' excuses to myself.

I'm so tired now, gonna rest soon as I was feelin' not well right now. Goodnight ppl, this wasn't the post i usually blogged right? I'm jst weird? ;p

 


Thursday, October 22, 2009

Kay Elle w/ Momzy.



Went to Qbay early in the morning, walked around while waitin' for the bus.


Aeroline, my very 1st time, lol*


Morning Sunshine Qbay.


One of my meal.

Reached there @ 1.30pm, checked in & mom got a honeymoon suite. weeee*
Rest awhile, sat shutter down to Pavilion, we got lost actually but still we found our way there.
After Pavilion, we sat taxi to KLCC, was rainin' heavily though. =/
Shopped & shopped & ate a lottt!
Had 4 meals a day,imagined that.
Back hotel rest @bout 9smtg, was havin' flu. )'=


Feels cozy huh?


View from the balcony.


Myy loveyyy Momzy!


Pavilion w/ busy traffics.


Lunch.


MAC.


Dinner.


Spent whole day buying these stuffs.

Next day, woke up @ 9smtg, went to Dome,KLCC for breakfast.
Continued shoppin', went & bought present for uncle too.
Back to hotel, fell asleep, after an hour, walked to KLCC again for chocolates.
While waitin' for the bus, it rained heavily & we all got wet, grr*
Reached Pg @ 7.40pm.


Breakfast.


Stuffs we bought again.
Bought till dad dropped. lol!


Sunset; bye bye KL.


Will miss you guys, especially En, Viann & Triple P.
Thanks a lot for walking me home, seriously touched.
& cheer up, Viann! Everything will be alright.
;D


Sunday, October 18, 2009

Gplaza.

After so long, Sat in Gplaza.


Rene & Gie.


Rene's.


Camera shyy? ;p


Triple P.
Spot the ghost  the back. lol!


Sunday, lunch @ City Bayview, then pedi & manicure in Gplaza.


Current nail art.



What friends are actually?
Why do I always feel left out?
You think they'll appreciate what you did for 'em?
Idts, to me, they were actually being really selfish.
They forget you when they were havin' fun,
they need you when they were havin' some hard times.
Why must am I the one who always tolerate 'em after many times they did this to me?
Guess I shouldn't be thinking so much bout it anymore.
Life here sucks, ppl here gives me headaches.
But I do appreciate those who were w/ me when I seriously need 'em.
Thanks a lot.



Next 5 >>

ABOUT ME
hello peanutypeanuts:) welcome to my blogggggggggg. my name is emily. i love blogging. its a must for me. i'll write everything i like in myy blog but dun gossip or insult it,pleasee? *puppy eyes' looking at youu*. & of course, i can be any girl dat youu think i am but, PLEASE DONT JUDGE ME IF YOU DONT NOE ME. *winks*

GET ME ON
friendster
facebook
plurk

CHATTERBOX


MUSICBOX

MusicPlaylistRingtones Music Playlist at MixPod.com